I have intense drawing going on right now (fucking wedding gowns), and I am feeling like this semester is going to be a pit of overwhelming stress. But no, I HAVE to think positive....my day is not going as well as I would like (I didn't go to the gym today so I feel cruddy), but at least I can look forward to Jay coming home and mushing my headache away.
I swear that sometimes I am so surprised how him just being in the same room with me makes me feel like anything is possible and that I am not the loser and failure that I think I am (it's a sad result of stress and insecurity).
Onto more lighter things, Nazz is getting her surgery this Wednesday!!! Ahh, I love it. She needs it so bad because her teeth are really putting stress on her health and I just hope that she can hold out for a little longer and makes it through the surgery just fine. I love my rattie babies and I would do anything for them because after all they are my kids ;).
Another thing is my sister started college and is doing swell so far. Yay for her!!! I hope that she deals with the stress better than I do and does well through out her years in school. I love you Tasha ;).
Anyways, I saw Halloween II on Friday (first movie in a while) and let me tell you that it had the most realistic and brutal kill scenes that I have seen in a while. God, I fucking love the crunching, screaming, grunting, and just lovely gore-tastic beauty of it all *hot and bothered*, lol. Speaking of, nothing turns me on more than an undead, rotting, flesh eating beast, and guess what.......Jay has the right medicine for me!! Believe it or not, if I had to categorize our sex life it would be in the horror section, LMAO. We've done blood themed for vampire, rape scene for the brutal murderer, torture for the charming lady killer, deep scratches and bites for the werewolf, strangulation for the confused sex fiend, and now comes the blood and guts for the zombie (this is going to hurt!! :D).
Ok, to get your sick minds of the sexy fun, I'll end it with a random thought. I was thinking about what I wanted to do with my life after college and I have so many things that I want to do that if I graduate and those of you back at home don't have a lot of time to spend with me because I am so busy, remind me that there is more to life than work because I might just forget.